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Monday, December 23rd, 2002
12:25 pm	goodbye (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, December 11th, 2002
2:35 pm	I Just Don't Get It.... I feel that I am on the right path to what I want....I am doing things that I like...and am "with" someone I care for. But then why do I always have to give justice to what I do...who cares about me...and why should they... I feel like, yeah I have made mistakes in my life, and I am the first one to admitt that, but I feel like people put so much pressure on me to be the greatest and never settle for anything less. And they see this because I am "great," which I find hard to believe....you would think people put the most pressure on you, but I feel like I overrule every single person. My expectations of myself are so high and I expect a lot out of people....maybe because my father was never their for me....that could be a reason....but I am tired of blaming others...I am me, and I can't help that. I am really tired of always caring for others first and not myself. I am diving myself insane, because of acts that I do for me and people sat that I am being selfish, this just makes me seem even more crazier. I just don't know....why do I get so worked up about things....why do I care what others think....why am I questioning myself an the things I do and believe in.....why is it that I am their for people and they arent their for me....I am tired of calling and writing....I am just plainly tired, of it all. And people may seem like this is selfish and maybe to you it is, but this is what I am thinking...and I just needed to get it out...so I apologize (which I shouldnt be doing in the first place) for this all, but I am me and I am tired of changing myself....if you dont like me fine, and dont take pitty on me, because that is just a waste of my time and yours.... THE END!!!! Current Mood: frustrated Current Music: Waiting To Give.... (Comment on this)
Friday, December 6th, 2002
1:12 pm	Trixie, The Teen Detective!!! I can't believe it is tonight...how freaken crazy is that... Mommy said she was coming so yay!!!! So this lj is just to tell you people to come and support me with my whopping 11 lines...but hey I am dead sexy so why the freak not.... They say I look seductive, ohhh how special am I!!! Tomorrow is the cast party so that is coolio too... So wish me luck..... The snow was awesome...just a little note... My neighbor vinny and my friend stephanie came over, and we built a snowman and had a crazy mad snowball fight...it was just ever so kewl, and I know you peoples wanted to join... But class is almost over and I am babbling...and I miss Joe...and I am going... Buh-Byes!!! Current Mood: excited Current Music: My theme song for the play; the aunts go marching.... (Comment on this)
Thursday, November 21st, 2002
7:49 am	All I Want To Do Is.... Breathe.... Doesn't seem like that takes a lot of strength to do...especially when peopledo it normally every day of their lives.... Well not me...I have been tossing and turning and tossing and turning for the past 5 hours.....why oh why.... I have been good lately...I wear a coat...long sleaves....pants....and still I get this in return....geez what rotten luck... So here I sit...and wait...and sit....wanting to go back to school...wanting to act...to dance...to sing (even though nobody wants to hear that).....just wanting to breath....is that to much to ask....no I think not.... Does anyone want to trade places?!? You would think being home from school for already 3 days would be like a vacation....nopers not to me...I am restless....I haven't been outside....I don't even think I would remember what it looks like....well that is pushing it a bit...but ya know....I feel like a cute lil gerbal in a cage, wanting to escape but can't because of the walls surrounding her.....errr.... And I am going stir crazy....I believe I have watch every single movie in my house....and that is a lot....so what now to do...sleep?!? No I have been doing that way to much.... But now I am going to pace the floor, seeing as that is my last resort....sounds like f-u-n eh?!? All I want to do is breathe dammit.....its not like I am asking for much....so why can't I have it!!!! Current Mood: distressed Current Music: The conjested thoughts inside my nose.... (Comment on this)
Saturday, November 16th, 2002
4:43 pm	I Just Don't Know!!!! Here I sit...waiting and waiting....but who knows for what....I don't even know for what..... Maybe a laugh...maybe a cry....maybe a smile that could brighten the darkess days....maybe an answer to all my questions.....maybe someone to tell me everything is going to be all right....a hug, a kiss, even a gentle little touch.....maybe..... All day I think and I pray...for someone....just someone....to show me the way....is it that much to ask....is it that much to care....no I think not, so why don't people dare. To try to help people when you see them; alone, sad, looking into space, with no trace of hope.... Maybe this is just me being mellow...which why oh why in any way should I be.... Certain people love me, and I know certain people care....but how come right now I feel so alone...with no one that I can talk to about anything... Yes you might say that you will be there for me...but why is it that when I need you, you aren't. You seem to be wrapped up in your old little world, not thinking about anyone but yourself... Maybe I am blowing things out of porportion...maybe I am just being me...and maybe I can not help the way I feel....maybe things are just getting so cloudy, and maybe in time that silver lining will shine through....maybe.... Current Mood: contemplative Current Music: The dead silence of no one in my home, and my heart..... (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, November 5th, 2002
10:07 am	Wow....Time Really Flies.... Happy election day everyone...and happy no school day too!!!! So a lot of things have been going on...which I am glad about... All about school: Well I tried out for this play, Trixie the Teen Detective....and I got called back....but I didn't get the part.....until some girl dropped out....so now I am Euginia....the nasal, sarcastic, sexy, biznatch, who is head of the "scouts".....almost fit the profile for that one....and so my time has been consumed by that.....night rehersals...but I don't think I would change it.....well maybe for a bigger part.... PETT (Plainedge Entertainment Theatricla Troupe)....I am the executive producer to that....I have to say that I thought that job would be easy....not even close....I have to make sure seeing that it is a club, that people come and stay...and actually want to act....and to have some talent....but I am working with great people so it is all good.... Dance....Every Thursday after school...it is a workout....and it is some place I ca blow off my steam....Lord Knows I have a whole lot of that....but it is kewl...I love the instructor....she is awesome....the only downfall is that we can't kick anyone out because of ability...like we want to throw on a show with my PETT and make it some kind of variety thing....but some people just can't do the steps....which aren't made difficult....but all they really have to do s just give it a little time and it will come to them.... Then their is Keyclub, Yearbook, and English Honor Society....but they arent really as hectic as the others...even though they do require a lot of things.... Out of shool: DOL and SOL.....I haven't gone to Dol....because of things that I made prior promises too...and I feel bad...plus I am missing out on a lot of exciting things....and SOL.....last friday I believe went extremely well...we had 11 kids...the most we ever had..andthey seemed to enjoy it....hopefully they all will come back...and tell even more of their friends to join them.....one can pray now can't they.... My Birthday is in 3 days!!!! AHHH and I am going to be 17....I am so excited...I just can't believe that already I am a senior in high school, filling out transcripts, and now looking at colleges....it just blows my mind....but it is all things that people have to do.... I just took my SATS last Saturday....hopefully I did well on them.... I am so mad about my GPA....Chemistry and Social studies brought me down so much....plus gym....how much does that stink....but the good part about that is that....our first quarter grades will be added....only downfall is that it will bei in Feb. Looking foward to this weekend....my birthday!!!! Plus we get to go to Esopus!!! What a freaken great birthday gift...staying in a castle with people that you are either really close with or want to get even closer....it should be kewl....only downfall....I always happen to find those....but anyway....is that 3 people are going....so far...so people hand in your forms and money!!!! But i am babbling now so I think I am going to lie down, going to watch my new 18 inch tv that mommy bought for me for my birthday....ohhh yeah Have a Great Election Day!!!!! Current Mood: ecstatic Current Music: "I'm dreaming of a white Christmas...." (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, September 20th, 2002
4:45 pm	SWEET 17 FOR ME!!!!! I am so excited....everyone that I have invited is like what is that....well hello it is exactly like a Sweet 16 but at age 17....not that hard now is it?!? (Or maybe so...) But my mother is the collest for doing this....and I already have my food and cake picked out....and my theme is almost done I think......which is quite splendid...seeing as I only knew about this for a week.... But besides my Sweet 17 I am excited that on my birthday is Retreat....how awesome!!! So looking foward to the month of November.... School is going so wellz so far....I dropped Spanish because it was a pain in the ass class....so bye bye to ya....and now I have study hall with Doxy and Dan which is quite splendid...and I still have 9th off for internship so I go to film studies class and see this new kid I met named Kevin.... Kevin is a sweetie....he sits with me at lunch....it was so funny one day....their were bees in the caf. and he is allergic so he winds up freakening out with his lunch and winds up hitting himself in the end...and TODAY: Bees were swarming around and yet again he goes for the lunch bag and hits the table...but not really hitting the table but the ketchup...and it splatterz all of Stephanie, all the girls behind me, Benie...and myself....ohhh I so wanted to kill him...luckly it only got on my arms...a little on my shirt and face....no hair though...but I thought it was quite hysterical.... We might be hanging out tomorrowz....YAY!!!! Since yesterdayz incident I went out and tried to find something with a bee on it...and I did!!!! It was an invitation so I ripped the back off and wrote a note to him on the other side....and gave hom my number....and laterz he gave me his and his bepper....score for me!!! But that was my day....I am going to the Vanderbelt tonight with Scott...I dont know what I am seeing but all know is that it is a concert for 10 dollars which should be coolio....and i need to get ready for that now....so I will talk to you allz laterz... Peace Out.....Miss Me!!!! Current Mood: restless Current Music: John Mayer (No Such Thing) (Comment on this)
Monday, September 9th, 2002
8:11 pm	Can't Be Your Superman.... Well I got 13 hours of sleep last night which was extremly fabulous....so to say the least I was perky.... The day flew by so that was a plus....and after school I had a year book meeting...but more on that laterz.... -Bio Ap is the shiznight...Mr. Waterhouse...rocks my world.... -Accounting...Romeo-Lamb is SO LOUD!!!! -Economics...Mrs. Joyce....Krazy Biznatch....seriously....she doesn't know how to take control of the class...but ohh wellz.... -Lunch...Met this kid Eric...Suppose to be in 11th but failed...poor kid....Played some hacki sack!!!! -Forensics....Mr.Orlando...my fav. teacher...arguing over how irrespnisble I was but sayin he understood after call and wasnt going to take off points only did that for the other peeps....I am so totally figuring out the crime bymyself but it is all good....Booth keeps eyeing me....he is pretty cute....extremly good dresser... -English...Schwartzy.....Got the only A in the class on the quiz we took...GO ME!!!! And he said that we cold re-due it so I did...and afterschool handed it to him....so I got an A PLUS!!!!!! -Spanish....O'brien...tell me why oh why am I taking this class again....ohhh wellz....to late nowz...grrr But the year book meeting was awesome!!! We got a lot done...Schwartzy said he saw a lot of potential in me....and since I asked him about being a chief or editor...he said if he got an opening I would definitly be a shoe in...so YAY FOR ME!!!! Ryan Phillips drove me home today...ohhh gosh...he is so HOT!!!!He graduated last year...I really dont know why he was back but who really cares...he remembers me as the chic who wore the sparkly pants on the last day...and was mesmorized.....ohhh yeah!!!! And he called me sweetie and told me he would see me soon....woohooo!!!! SCORE!!!!! But that was my day....pretty kewl...looking foward to the week....what student says that....geez I really am "cracked" out.... Current Mood: silly Current Music: "You Got It Bad!!!" (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, August 31st, 2002
9:53 am	My First Baby Steps On The Road!!!!! Well lets see....who would have guessed me out of all people would be driving....ohhhh yesm that was an experience to boot!!!! Especially for the people in the car with me....Nicole actually was teaching me...strange as that was....we had a good time and I didnt kill anyone...wooohooo on my part.... I realize that I seriously need to go get my permit....and I have been saving for a car so it isnt like I am not doing anything progressive with my moneyz.... Last night was pretty fun....hung out with people that I thought I would never speak to again....and talked to my ex ex....It was kinda weird we were civil.... Starbucks is the shiznight yo!!!! I realize I find so much stuff out when I go there....thanks Nicole for all the sharing.... But I am actually a little happier for some reason these past few dayz.... And then yesterday it happened and I knew it would, I just needed to give it time....I didnt expect it that soon...but ya know you cant stop the way people feel even though you want to SO MUCH!!! (Danielle we did it but then it didnt last.....more on that note laterz) But I got into DOL and I am SO HAPPY!!!! I actually spoke in a group of people....I have sucha problem doing that.....grrrr....it really doesnt make sense....but I did it and I passes the grueling interview....YAY!!!! I got accepted to my schools internship program....which is super awesome!!!! I though I wouldnt be accepted because of my grades but yet again I was shked....so now I get 9th period off to do the EMT internship with my favorite teacher Mr. O!!!!! I am noted as the best worker of all time at my job....and I know I should ask for a raise but I feel that it might be to soon with all the shiznight that my boss has gone through lately!!! But I am so happy about that.... ---So basically their was only one downfall....and those 2 days are being erased slowly....but they will be gone from memory....because if they stay their I will always feel like I wasnt good enough--- xoxoxoxoxo -me- Current Mood: jubilant Current Music: DMB and Tim Reynolds (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, August 19th, 2002
6:26 pm	Invasion!!!! Well....one night I come home and see a darling little sign on my front lawn..."FOR SALE"....shocked as I could be...started to cry...I cant believe that we might be kicked out of our house....after living here for 3 years....it can be taken like that...I dont know what to do...who to talk to...it sucks so much....and no one can understand how it feels to have to let people come into your home...and basically look at it and tear it to shreads.... I dont understand people say that God loves you...and I totally believe that....but my faith is always being tested....and I hate to have to stand up for it...and know that everything is not in my control...and it pisses me off that I cant just be like this is mine and you cant do it.... I shouldnt be crying right now.... I shouldnt be alone.... I shouldnt have to watch people trace around my house..... But it is happening and it sucks.... What is going to happen if this house gets sold?!?!? Will the people want tennants?!?! Will my mom make me move to Virginia if they dont?!?!? I am only 16 I can only deal with so much....from knowing that you might be kicked out on the street.... I just dont know....sigh.....I dont get it.... Current Mood: melancholy Current Music: "Missing Your Love" (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, August 14th, 2002
9:08 am	Spur Of The Moment City!!!! Went to the city....or shall I say a Shakesperian Play in Eisenhower Park last night...is was way coolio... Totally have to make a city trip during the day....so then we can actually go shopping... "It is such a shame to be stuck in this traffic...they need to get to the ice-box, because they are dead" --quote-- *scary taxi driver....who had a hearing problem!!!* Mocochinnos...not what we expected now....my tummy is hurting I think because of the food we ate... The Village was pretty but nothang like times square...ehhh.... "You ladies going ot a movie...because if you would like I can come with you!!!" --quote-- *Sephora dude* Does everyone like the tatoos?!?!? Side-walk...the food sted good...but yeah ummm....I am feeling it more now....and it isnt a pleasant feeling.... Ohhh Linda....she emailed me again....and I also got one from Christine....what is the world coming to now.... But I am feeling the food gurgle in my tummy so I am going ot bizounce...had total fun last night....YAY!!!! Current Mood: nauseated Current Music: "When the funk hits the fan...." (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, August 10th, 2002
12:45 am	XXX Even though I got stood up by Greg...which I still love you anywayz....and now you have to be nice and go out with me when I say....I still had an AWESOME night.... I hung out with Russel....YAY!!!! We went to go see Triple X (xXx) tonight.... I met two of his friends Ugene and Danny...they were so sweet....treating me like a sister even though I just met the two tonight....it was splendid!!!! Found out some information I didn't want to hear but it is all good...I will let it slide...plus he will come around...they always do.... I got beeped out while sitting in the backseat...how lucky am I!!!! -Dont get so jealous Danny!!!!- But that was my night...the movie was a little dry but the part that made it was the actor...I know his name I am just so brain dead...I have been working constantly..and I am so shot....but he was fucking HOT dude...he totally gets 4 stars... But I am going to bizounce now...peace out all!!!! Yay I got work from 2-6 tomorrow...woohoo go me...tata Current Mood: tired Current Music: Heaven (candlelight mix)---Always on z-100... (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, August 9th, 2002
5:30 pm	Does Anyone Ever Realize Anyone Else?!? Trying to please people is an extremity that most try to succeed at...and fail miserably... For those who are leaving and going on for the first try at life...I give you so many props....it isnt easy....but I totally understand even though I havent left for college...believe it or not I have gone through it....the sorrow, the pain, the misery.... Their is however a brighter side if you can believe that....you will finally be living your own life...not in your little "clique"....you will soon realize that their is so much more out there...and you will finally find yourself.... I will miss you all dont get me wrong but I feel that your leaving is the best...not just for me but for you...and when you come back their will be soooo much to tell and so many new experiences...you wont be the same person.... But I guess this live journal is referring to everyone elses....people cheer up...it may be much to ask for now...but in the end you will realize that it is a necessity to do what you guys are about to.... Current Mood: nostalgic Current Music: Heaven (Candlelight mix) (Comment on this)
Saturday, August 3rd, 2002
10:54 am	While No One Is Around.... What do you do....hmmmm.... Yeah I realize that it is almost Sunday...ohhh no.... The last two days have been quite busy and pretty awesome.... I think most people had fun at my little shindig....and if you didn't I am sorry.... Beer Pong with two bottle caps= Not the smartest thing...it worked most of the time...but I think the floor got more than actual people... The house wasnt really a wreck that is a good thing...thanks Allsion for staying over and helping me clean it all up...and then going to Embassy Diner at 3 in the morning and then getting eyed at by the famous dude will always be splendid!!! Lets run through the sprinkers....ohhh damn now I am wet....geez!!!! LOL The next morning...cleaned up the rest of the house...finished Coyote Ugly....AWESOME MOVIE!!!! Played some golf at 11 in the afteroon...with Allsion...totally got trashed jus the two of us...when allison left I totally passed out on the couch.... How is the nose doing by the way....studge....lol....blood all over my rugs...now I have to clean them again.... Joe's party= Hot and Sweaty...so many people in one itty bitty room...but it was fun...unfortunatly it got broken up at 11...but instead of going home...we go to this kids house....I believe his name was Josh...I didnt meet him last night though...that was a fun party...so many people were there... I just want to thank Skin and Rob my ass is still hurting me...and yes my legs do bend that way....I know I am talented... The baby farm idea is not good dude...so mean...and Ken instead of eating babies....why dont you go eat some cat from Taco Bell since we all know how much you like that... But that was my two days so far....I realize the only time I ate yesterday was at the diner at 3 am and when we played golf and I only had a few crackers...so now that I am seeing like I am starving myself I am going ot go cook some mac-n-cheese...and I wont mess it up this time!!!! Peace -me- Current Mood: drained Current Music: The Spinning of The Fan That Joe and Josh Fixed....Thanks!!! (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, August 1st, 2002
6:05 am	I Can Not Believe It!!!! Wow....I can't believe the time has come where she left me alone...and she trusted me enough...it kind of makes you feel bad for what you are going to be doing while she is gone.... She wrote me a leter his morning and I felt her kiss me goodbye....and to tell you the truth I miss her already.... Now two of my best friend are away....hmmmmm But anywho....I am up and wired just thinking about tonight....I don't know I guess it should be kewl....people are actually going to show....or they say they are...but we wont know till then...and if not many people do...all the better for us....that's a good way to look at it.... I should make some coffee....yummy coffee....but I don't know if the milk is good...Allison could you check....yeah it's bad...ahhh well.... Coffee....Coffee....COFFEEE!!!! But yeah...not really much more to say...got 3 hours of sleep...and it feels like I slept 9...crazy!!! Totally need to drink the coffee to keep me awake...nummy!!!! If I see yall tonight awesome!!!! But if not...I will talk to yall laterz!!! Smilies -me- Current Mood: awake Current Music: "Boom Boom Boom Boom I Want You In My Room..." (Comment on this)
Tuesday, July 30th, 2002
7:00 pm	WoooooHoooooo!!!! Two more dayz...... Ohhh yeah baby!!!!! xoxoxo -me- Current Mood: thankful Current Music: Pink....The Pill (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, July 15th, 2002
1:00 pm	OoOoOo La La A boy from the Hamptons finally called....SCORE!!!! I hope all the people that are on the second week are having a good time so far.... Moms birthday today...gave her a canoli cake yesterday with 2 gifts!!! Tonight I am directing her to a resturant is Port Jefferson...should be really nice...the boy I talked to...Mike...says it is gorgepous!!!! S that is AWESOME!!!! Hugs and Smoochies -Me- Hows the elbow doing Clix?!? LOL Current Mood: rejuvenated Current Music: 100% Pure Love....80s music RuLeS!!!! (Comment on this)
Saturday, July 13th, 2002
11:15 am	You Wanna What?!?!? Ohhh yeah....forgot something of course.... This week I got some phone calls, WOW I know that is a shocker and a half...actually it was... David Pessah called me...this kid from school....ohhh my goodness how great is that... The shorter story I guess: --We were in about 4 classes together last year..and he always would be seated some where around me...and I guess you would say we flirted...anywho...the last day of school I started to leve Chemistry early...walking down the hall and all and he calls to me saying that Mrs. Poppe wasnt going to give me the points...so I rush back to class and ask her why not...and she was like I never said that and all I see is Pessah standing behind her smiling...dumb boy...so the bell rings and I start to go to class and their he is walking next to me...and I was shocked..like he is popular and all and talking to me, someone just average...and winds up giving me his phone number out of the blue saying that he would love to hang out over the summer...and I was just flabergasted...like what is all this about...is he trying to make me look like a fool...or does he really want to... So I go into work and tell Michelle all about it..and she was like maybe he likes you and is telling me to give him a call...yeah okay lke he was going ot remember, and then would probably think I was stalking him and all...but anywayz she grabs the number and dials lucky for me he didnt pick up... Testing week rolls around and I said that I lost his number..which was true...so I gave him mine...I was like what the hell if he clls he calls no big deal... Maine week shows up and now it has been a month into summer and no word...he called twice while I was away...didn't leave a meassage... Yesterday after talked to Jason and Lindzy online and told them about it...they convinced me to call him...and we talked for a half an hour...I told him that I thought it was all a practical joke that he was trying to play on me but swore he really would like to chill...so he said he would come over...okay sure why not...I was bored too... He says he had to go get ready and would call me when he was ready to leave so I figured i could get in the shower...as soon as I walk out he calls...and I told him to call back in 15 min. which he did...and then he says he couldn't stay for long but since he said he was coming over he was going to...I was like you don't have to it isnt that big of a deal and he was like I want to...that was so strange to me.... So he says he was leaving...and then I hear him blow buy my house...I could tell by the loud music...and I get a call saying that he was here...but he had to go get his sister but totally wanted to do it some other time...and said he would call... HOW GREAT IS THAT!!!! UHHHH.... He is SO nice...and sweet... But we will see where it goes from here I guess... But I thought I would just type this because I didnt feel like writing it!!! Gonna jet now...talk to yall laterz... Current Mood: anxious Current Music: The wind blowing outside!!! (Comment on this)
10:58 am	Ode To Gertrude!!!! Back from Maine....mixed feelings! I am glad because I can see my mom and all...but I so wanted to get up this morning and go to the site and start working...I don't know determination I guess, to achieve something! Katie and Steve are the greatest people alive!!!! With such great hearts....it is just amazing to see that their are still good people out in the world!!! This week really helped a lot on the psyci (sp?).... --I loved having dinner on the boat with John, Josh, Lin, Dee, Greg, and Joe...it was just...I dont know how to descirbe it...refreshing I guess. --Old Portland...nothing like the city...more quaint and all... --Cape Elizabeth...the beach, nothing like Jones might I say, was gorgeous...I found my rock and just look out at the water...it was so serene...it helped clear my mind of many troubles that have been bothering me...thumbs up to Father Paul! --Gertrude...will live forever in the eyes of the 12 that were in Portland the first week!!! --In one year we will build that apartment...or if the marriage thing comes in you can get a huge house...because he has the money...and rent me a space!!! Sounds like a deal!!! --My marriage to Steven Bolton...thanks FP! I just wanted to thank all the people that went and made this trip the best it could be...Snuggles, Grill Master, Little Steve, Stalker, Sledge, Fred, Barney, Saw Goddess, Lt. Pauley, Giggles, and Little Dan!!!! All My Love!!! -Hammer Head aka Porcupine (Sp?) Current Mood: pleased Current Music: Complicated...my song!!! (Comment on this)
Thursday, July 4th, 2002
3:00 am	On the exact time!!! Joey-O-Y-O....Happy 19th Birthday Hunny...yes it is exactly 3 am...and I am doing this for some unknown reason....yes I am psyco, I have come to the realization...I hope you like your gifts...and I hope you had a good time at your party...I am so looking fowrd to Habitat...fun times will be had in only a short time!!! But like I said it is 3 am and I am a little sleepy...but I wanna say Happy B-day my dearest....hope you like YOUR fireworks!!!! ALL MY LOVE!!!!!!! *Stefanie* Current Mood: In Love! Current Music: This Is My Life!!!!!! (Comment on this)